This morning I woke up to His big plan. I knew what my plan was every day of the week but last night a few of the things that I thought was a part of my plan had been changed. Some things happened that were out of my control. I felt vulnerable. I felt afraid. I questioned my relationship and my family, not knowing if they were going to be "in it to win it" with me since my plans didn't go as I thought they would. Well God had a different plan for me and I'm noticing that now. I asked for certain things that I am getting but I'm not getting them how I thought I was going to get them. I'm getting them in an even better way because God intervened. He taught me a few lessons about myself in this situation. The path that I was following was one that needed to adjusted a little by God to make it more perfect. I had no control over these adjustments. All I did was listen and learn as the things played themselves out. Now I really see how much my family and my spouse are in it to win it with me. Sometimes life can give us let downs and disappointment. The struggle is very real but the outcome is greater than we could ever imagine. We just have to keep pushing through each day and let God lead us to the Kingdom of joy, peace, and everlasting love that He promised. It's all coming together and everything will come together in due time. -Allen J.
Sometimes in life we get the things that are not best. Those things are meant for us to not be indulging in unless they are the initial part of what makes us not have them later on. We aren't supposed to be indulging in those things after the situations that make us understand, after being burned within the way we have to prevent the entire fire from engulfing our lives , shows us that those things aren't to be a part of what it takes to make us satisfied with what we are to have. We understand that those things aren't for us to have. Baring guilt comes from re-entering the situations that taught us not to have specific things with the delusion that we can indulge or choose once again those things, or that thing that isn't for us to have. We are left with this fear that the consequences that we once suffered would somehow return. That fear is GUILT! We already understand that the same decision to choose or indulge in whatever gave unsatisfying results prior will only b...
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